What is Left to Lose?
Two poems by Stacy Petty
Life is not as it seems
I only escaped death once I agreed
life is not as it seems
When my world was full of trouble and turmoil
To the coffin I was glued
Living, laughing all around me
What was I to do
I cried and struggled to break free
Screamed and shouted out to others
No one dare climb in after me
Gathered round for the eulogy
I felt a spirit inside of me
pulling, tugging, changing my wit
Instead of fighting I gave into it
Listen close: it spoke to my heart
Life is different and there are many parts
They’re here for you if you stand and choose
Dear mortal, what have you left to lose?
I only escaped death once I agreed
life is not as it seems
When my world was full of trouble and turmoil
To the coffin I was glued
Living, laughing all around me
What was I to do
I cried and struggled to break free
Screamed and shouted out to others
No one dare climb in after me
Gathered round for the eulogy
I felt a spirit inside of me
pulling, tugging, changing my wit
Instead of fighting I gave into it
Listen close: it spoke to my heart
Life is different and there are many parts
They’re here for you if you stand and choose
Dear mortal, what have you left to lose?
The Deed
I wandered miles for you Stood time’s test Slayed demons in dance For you I stole the grim reaper’s name I sailed so many seas defeated Davy Jones and his Kraken I battled the devil for you And closed down hell I started a movement in the spirit of others For you I’ve dried the tears of the afflicted I have filled in the deepest of valleys For you I have leveled The greatest of hills I have met with the angels Been blessed by the sacred For you I have loved myself beyond all reason I have kept myself for you |
Stacy Petty is 33 years old and says: I'm a survivor . . . A survivor of suicide, abuse, and addiction. I am currently 8 months clean. When I was a child I learned to cope by writing. Writing is a deep passion that sets my very soul on fire. I'm hoping to do the same for someone else with my writings and give a message that hope is alive even when we feel it may be dead.